Waiting, waiting.

So. I am scheduled for more surgery (the third round) on my cervix next month. Then I have to wait for at least two clear check ups before we can start trying for another baby.

This means no baby next year.

I haven’t had a clear result in three years.

I think I will be ok if we only have one child. Although I really want F to have a sibling. Not for me or us, but for him. I keep thinking about him having to make decisions about us when we are old and decrepit and I think those kinds of things will be so much easier with someone else to share the load.

But it is how it is. If it means I get to live until I am old and decrepit then I am sure F won’t mind.

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